I Will Write You Into the Light

With bloodied hands and trembling resolve, I scraped my way out of the wreckage. I looked into the mirror and, for the first time, called myself home.

Aleister Crowley: From Brethren’s Chains to Thelema

Aleister Crowley’s darkness wasn’t born in a vacuum. It was forged in religious trauma, where children were beaten into obedience and called beasts from birth.

The Dark Side of Childhood Hymns and Lyrics

reflecting on childhood hymns, exploring their potentially harmful messages, particularly regarding suicide and guilt, and urges careful consideration of children's exposure to such lyrics.

With Un-Shattered Mind

The passage explores personal growth, self-reflection, and the complexities of self-forgiveness amidst life's challenges.

Lessons Learned from Manipulation

Imitation is not the best form of flattery. It is the worst form of unoriginality.

Reaping Ufology

A deep-dive into cult dynamics, focusing on fringe groups engaged in harmful behaviors, including exploitation and manipulation, particularly within ufology communities.

A Childhood Near Death Experience

This passage from my memoir "Cult Child" discusses a near-death experience I had when I was five years old.