Marilyn Monroe / Monarch Program Poetry

The Surgeon Story is a text written in poem form by Monroe where she describes being cut open by Lee Strasberg and her psychiatrist Margaret Hohenberg. While some describe this story as Marilyn’s recollection of a nightmare, other researchers claim that it is actually a description of a mind control session. Best finest surgeon—Strasberg to … Continue reading Marilyn Monroe / Monarch Program Poetry

When Abuse Is a Child’s Normal

**trigger warning: abuse description** If there had been a safe place for me as a child, what would I have said? I didn't know sexual abuse was wrong. I only knew it caused me physical pain and made me want to hide away. It sent me far from this earth place, to other dimensions, so … Continue reading When Abuse Is a Child’s Normal

Death Is Not Permanent 

"Are you afraid?" Someone asked me today. "People die for the truth, yanno." Death. If this is the only thing to fear then, no, I am not afraid.  For me, death is never permanent.  There are little echoes of programming that come in as subtle, cynical whispers. "No one really... Gives a shit." and so … Continue reading Death Is Not Permanent 

The Queen of Nothing 

I cannot recall softness on my face, tender mother hands, holding eye contact with me as she said, "You are a Princess". I grew up to be the Queen of Nothing. Oh, you may say, what a horrible scene. I do agree. You see, I was always told I was Nothing. I was seen and … Continue reading The Queen of Nothing