Books

“Growing Flowers From the Wounds” – click to buy this print

“Keeper of Backwards Men” is a poignant collection of poetic writings that explores trauma healing, hope, self-love, and transformation. It invites readers on a rhythmic odyssey, delving into pain, inner strength, and solace. This contemplative book serves as a guiding light during adversity, offering solace and catalyzing personal growth.

As beautifully formatted as it is written, ‘Keeper of Backwards Men’ inspires deep feeling and introspection. Kocsis’ stunning prose probes the tenderest parts of her heart, allowing the reader to touch those spots in themselves. Her words weave an emotional tapestry bravely hanging in the corridor of our collective soul, and we are all the better for it. These words go beyond cognition; they fill the mind’s eye with images and the heart-mind with transformative emotion. I have no doubt this book will inspire all who read it to dive inward, cuddle up with their shadow, and move forward with a loving, healed heart.”

Melissa M. Monroe, Ph.D., L.Ac is a doctor of traditional classical Chinese medicine, the author of the book “Mom’s Search for Meaning: Grief and Growth after Child Loss,” and host of the podcast, “This Club Suuucks: Grief Support for Parents After the Lasagnas are Long Gone.

“Gorgeous, lyrical, and moving, ‘Keeper of Backwards Men’ is the empowering read your heart needs. Ms. Kocsis is a master at not simply tugging at our hearts; she breaks hers, and ours, open. A powerful must-read gift to ourselves.”

Rachel Thompson, author of the award winning Broken series.

“In ‘Keeper of Backwards Men’ Vennie Kocsis offers meditations, marvels, and mysteries. Her lyrical and meaningful descriptions create a space for deep introspection. She reminds us we move to our rhythms and needs in our own time. ‘Time is the dance of chance. This time I understand that you need time, and this time I may let time carry me on.’ An absolute delight of words cleansing life’s struggles.”

Dr. J. Donna Jennings, Ph.D. Editor. Educator. Author. “Purple Sex and Love Beyond Your Dreams: A Women’s Guided Journal to Explore Your Sexual Self.


“Cult Child” is a gripping memoir of the author’s life through the eyes of Sila Caprin as she navigates a tumultuous journey within an oppressive cult. Despite the isolation, her unwavering spirit defies darkness. “Cult Child” offers an intimate perspective, showcasing her determination, plotting, and threads of hope.


The Cult

This webpage provides a detailed exploration of Sam Fife’s Move of God (SMOG), a cult still active today with compounds worldwide. It includes historical photos, media, and documents about the founders and critical teachings that shaped the cult’s abusive doctrines. The page also discusses the cult’s persistence in places like Alaska and details controversial beliefs held by Sam Fife, including demonology and extreme doctrines on child rearing. Moreover, it features downloadable sermons and studies that outline the cult’s principles, giving a comprehensive insight into its operations and enduring influence.


Cult FAQ

This webpage addresses frequently asked questions about cults and trauma. It explores the origins and definitions of cults, detailing both religious and non-religious groups that exhibit cult-like behaviors. The page also discusses the psychological techniques used by cults to recruit and manipulate members, including the use of neuro-linguistic programming (NLP). Additionally, it offers insights into the signs of being in a dangerous group or relationship and provides resources for recognizing and responding to these situations.


“Dusted Shelves” by Vennie Kocsis is a powerful and poignant book that artfully delves into the painful experiences of child abuse, offering a deeply moving exploration through beautifully crafted and elegant prose.


“Becoming Gratitude” is a five-week instructional journal that assists in developing a life of gratitude through stimulating the senses. With tasks and affirmations, spend a few minutes each day for five weeks to cultivate gratitude. Flip your mindset in just 10 minutes a day. Double-dog dare you to try it!


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