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Falling in Love. Compromise?

“I fall in love with myself, and I want someone to share it with me. I want someone to share me with me.”

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Posted on September 9, 2014 by Vennie Kocsis • This entry was posted in Vennie Writes and tagged earthakitt, healing, love, survivor, thriver. Bookmark the permalink.

About Vennie Kocsishttps://venniekocsis.wordpress.comI am the author of "Cult Child", a memoir detailing my abusive childhood growing up in Sam Fife's Move of God cult. I am a poet, artist, advocate and pedophile hunter. If you know, then you know. MILAB EMPATH HYBRID HAARP POKERFLATS

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Your #thirdeye is inside of you. It is every instinctual portion of your spirit. It is the knowing you carry when you view situations, your own and other people’s. It is that part of you that you sometimes question away. ⚔️ Don’t do that. Listen to your body, the way your heart beats and your skin feels. Listen to the pieces inside of you which speak your own unique truth. You are a powerful, all seeing being. ⚔️ #wisdom #truth #peace #peaceofmind #introspective #authorsofinstagram #writersofinstagram #writerscommunity #selflove #survivorvoices #cultchild #venniekocsis #loveyou #loveyourself

Shatters are beautiful. They are a reminder that our reflection cannot be erased. We make ourselves into art and color, and use the cracks to hold the pieces of a heart glued back together with liquid strands by string hands. I cannot seal off seeping that oozes like minuscule tsunamis. We gently cleanse the wounds and aftermath again and again. We replant. Our gardens eventually grow more lush with our experiences. This is the way of the wounded warrior living in a home built solely of themselves. ⚔️ @venniekocsis #writing #writersofinstagram #writerscommunity #writersofig #writers #amwriting #pnw #authorsofinstagram #author #survivorvoices #cultchild

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“My back is no longer bent. I am no longer living in my shadow self. I was born into this world for spiritual war. The strongest souls can survive the horror; take the bruises and the blows and still grow tall and powerful enough to fight back. We trained through dimensions for this shit. We are bursting out; a powerful force; a storm like never seen before. We are rising so high that everything not of love is sinking into the denseness. We have rendered you defenseless against our shields. We are coming to save those children. It is time for your revealing. We are armed with weapons, created from our scars. We have built a fortress so strong no force can bend it, and it is dividing you; sequestering you away from the souls you have controlled for centuries.” #survivorvoices #survivorculture #freedomofmind #warrior #empath #survivorarmy #writersofinstagram #writer #writerscommunity #writers #author #authorsofinstagram #venniekocsis #cultchild #newmoon #moon #witch #witchesofinstagram #naturalwitch #bornthisway #shadowhunters #shadow #shadowself

When a dancing cloud greets you with the moon, dance back. Soak it in. Let the moon magic heal and lift you beyond the basic banter of life and into the beautiful parts of your heart. My love is guaranteed, and that includes me. 💞⚔️💞

Yeah, tho I walk through the valley of the shadows of death I fear no evil, for I am with me. My strength and my love, they comfort me. I prepare a table before me, in the presence of my enemies and anoint my own table with oil. My cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy show follow me all the days of my life, and I shall dwell in my own house forever and ever. 💞⚔️💞 #venniekocsis #survivorvoices #survivorculture #strengthquotes #strength #empoweredwomen #empowered #selflove #youareenough

I was 3/4/5/6/7 years old sitting through exorcisms like this one. In this specific session the cult leader, Sam Fife, is casting demons out of a woman named Jane Miller in the 70’s. When I was a little girl on Sam Fife’s Ware, MA, compound, the exorcism ritual was to first tie us children to a chair by our wrists, chest, knees and ankles. A demon could be anything. If you laughed too much - demon of silliness. If you spoke up for yourself - demon of defiance. Anything could be a demon. In an exorcism there were usually at least three people all yelling around you, just as you hear Sam Fife yelling here in this audio. Your whole vibratory mental system is berated on all sides. Exorcisms could last for hours depending on how frenzied and sadistic the Elders were feeling that day. Exorcisms were accompanied with hair pulling, face slapping, head hitting, skin pinching and spitting. In my book, Cult Child, I describe a dissociative exorcism session where I watched part of the session floating above my body. These sessions were brutal on multiple levels. Sermons were/are the same, anger based, fire and brimstone, end-times screaming. We were made to listen to tapes of Sam Fife preaching like this. Day in and day out. If he reminds you of Jim Jones it’s because they trained together. Soak that in. When America truly understands what has been done to their minds and even worse, to the children, in the name of religion.... 🤯 #religion #pentacostal #evangelic #christianity #demons #cults #cult #commune #america #freedomofreligion #mentalillness #mindcontrol #brainwashing #hoax #abuse #abusesurvivor #survivorvoices #cultstoo #videooftheday #authorsofinstagram #writersofinstagram #writerscommunity #survivor #thrive #exposing #truth #mkultra #bible #endtimes

Listen closely to my ex-cult leader speaking just two years ago. He is saying that God doesn’t just want children to know about evil, but they need to experience it so they can know God’s love and that’s why God allows for sexual and other abuses. This is how dozens of other children and I were raised. Raped and abused. It’s not something you ever get over. It’s something you learn to get through. This is the wickedness of humans on this planet. BACKSTORY: Before Buddy Cobb, Sam Fife’s predecessor for 30 years, died in 2017, his granddaughter confronted him about the rampant sexual abuse in the #cult. She does so, as you will see, in three separate scenarios. Listen to what he says - that bad things happen so we can know what evil is, and that nothing happens that is not the will of #God. This phrase is used in every #Christian organization. “Well, it must be the will of God.” Religion is a virus which embeds itself into a human, rotting their brain, stealing their DNA and turning them into monsters. It is a grave #mentalillness which needs to be paid very close attention to. Why? Because it is raping, beating and enacting #mindcontrol at every turn. If a dog bites a child by law, it gets put down, but not #pedophelia aka #pedosexual aka #pedosexualpride also known as dogs who need to be put the fuck down. #pedogate #sexabuse #serious #epidemic #religion #mindcontrol #childabuse #deathpenalty #hunter #mentallyill #execute #saynomore #samfife #samfifesmoveofgod #cults #cultshit #protectchildren #survivorvoices #venniekocsis

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